{"id":681,"date":"2025-04-28T21:20:23","date_gmt":"2025-04-28T21:20:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/?p=681"},"modified":"2025-04-28T21:20:24","modified_gmt":"2025-04-28T21:20:24","slug":"et-kes-olen-who-am-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/et-kes-olen-who-am-i\/","title":{"rendered":"Et kes olen \/ Who am I"},"content":{"rendered":"
Vahel olen kui valge kajakas,
lennus \u00fcle tormise mere,
\u00fcksildane silmapiiril,
otsides paika, kus peatuda \u2014
kus korraks puhata,
hingata,
ja tunda end taas v\u00e4rskena.
Kajakas, kellele piisab \u00fchest kalast - 
elada on ju vaja... 

Vahel olen kui p\u00e4ike \u2014
s\u00e4rav ja soe,
hingelt suur, kuid olemuselt v\u00e4ike,
t\u00e4is hellust ja valgust.
Tahaksin, et k\u00f5igil oleks siin hea,
ent iial ei vaata ma kurbust enda sees...

Vahel olen kui kuu \u2014
veidike k\u00fclm ja kauge,
kuu, mille \u00fcmber s\u00e4rab tuhandeid t\u00e4hti,
aga mina igatsen kumada vaid sellele \u00fchele...

Vahel olen kui tuuleiil,
mis tasa sosistab su k\u00f5rvus,
sasib juukseid,
vallatleb puudelatvades,
ja laulab unelaulu v\u00e4ikestele lindudele.
Tuul, mis uitab \u00fcksi l\u00e4bi aasade,
aga tahaks sinugi endaga kaasa viia
ja hellalt hoida...

Vahel olen kui pehme rannaliiv su jalge all \u2014
veidike kuum ja \u00f5rnalt kare,
kuid nii m\u00f5nus, et teda igatsed,
kui ta su talla alt kaob.
Rannaliiv, mis joonistab vagusi,
ehitab torne
ja pudeneb s\u00f5rmede vahelt, kui avad peod...

Vot selline ma olen.

Unistav,
m\u00f5tlik,
veidike omap\u00e4rane,
vahel kurb,
vahel piiritult \u00f5nnelik.
Vahel \u00fcksildane, kuigi mu \u00fcmber on palju inimesi,
ja vahel liigagi s\u00f5bralik \u2014
kogu maailma s\u00f5ber.

Olen jah selline,
olen rahul, et olen
ja tahangi olla.

Pisut keeruline suvet\u00fcdruk. 




At times, I\u2019m like a white-winged gull,
Soaring high above the swell,
A lonely shape upon the horizon,
Searching for a place to dwell.
A gull that needs just one small fish\u2014
For life must go on, that is my wish.

At times, I\u2019m like the sun above,
Radiant, warm, and full of love.
Vast in spirit, yet so small,
Brimming with light, shining for all.
I long for joy to fill the air,
Yet never face the grief I bear.

At times, I\u2019m like the distant moon,
A little cold, withdrawing soon.
A moon embraced by stars so bright,
Yet longing for one soul\u2019s light.

At times, I\u2019m like a playful breeze,
Whispering softly through the trees,
Tousling your hair with a tender sigh,
Singing lullabies as birds drift by.
A wandering wind through fields so wide,
Yet wishing to take you along for the ride.

At times, I\u2019m like the golden sand,
Soft and warm beneath your hand.
A touch both rough and smooth to feel,
A fleeting comfort, yet strangely real.
Sand that traces silent lines,
Builds up dreams, then fades with time.

Yes, this is who I am\u2026

A dreamer,
A thinker,
A little unique,
Sometimes so sad,
Sometimes blissfully free.
Sometimes lonely, though never alone,
Sometimes too open, a heart overgrown.

Yes, this is me, and I am glad,
To be just this\u2014no less, no more.


A slightly complex summer girl.
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