{"id":654,"date":"2025-04-28T19:03:10","date_gmt":"2025-04-28T19:03:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/?p=654"},"modified":"2025-04-28T20:27:10","modified_gmt":"2025-04-28T20:27:10","slug":"nagu-vangistatu-like-a-captive","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/nagu-vangistatu-like-a-captive\/","title":{"rendered":"Nagu vangistatu \/ Like a Captive"},"content":{"rendered":"
Tol ajal siis kui olime koos,
kas oli see k\u00f5ik ikka t\u00f5si?
Vahel tundub mul nagu muinasloos
me oleksime olnud kahekesi.

Seal paitas mind sinu k\u00e4si nii soe
ja kallistas mind sinud keha,
mind suudles su suu,
suudlus oli nii hea,
et mina - ma julgust juurde sain \u00fcha.

Ma olin su embuses,
sa olid mu kallis,
kuid j\u00e4rsku k\u00f5ik haihtus,
j\u00e4i j\u00e4rele ainult halli.

Tuli teine, mind kiskus \u00e4ra su k\u00e4est,
ei k\u00fcsinud tema, kas tohib.
Ta n\u00f5udis - nii olema peab ja k\u00f5ik!
Mu tunnetel tema vaid k\u00f6his...

K\u00f5ik ilus me vahel purunes,
sina nukrana j\u00e4id sinna maha.
Mind veeti kaugele ja ta tegudes
ma aimasin peituvat paha.

Mina olen kui ori, keda v\u00f5etakse
kui peale on tulemas isu.
Mina olen see, keda t\u00f5ukab ta siis
kui teda mujale kisub.

Mina olema pean nii nagu tahab
\"k\u00f5rgeaulik kuningas\".
Mina teha ei saa, mida mina tahan,
sest nii j\u00e4\u00e4b must alles vaid pori maas.<\/pre>\n\n\n\n



We were at a feast, we were side by side,
But was it real or just a dream?
At times, it felt like a tale of old,
Where only we existed\u2014just you and me.

Your hand was warm upon my skin,
Your arms held me so tight.
Your lips met mine, so sweet, so soft,
And I grew braver in the night.

I was safe inside your hold,
You were my dearest one, my all\u2014
But then, so suddenly, it faded,
Leaving nothing but gray and cold.

Another came, and tore me away,
Not asking if he should.
He simply took, declared his right,
My wishes meant no good.

All that was between us shattered,
And you stood there, lost, alone.
While I was dragged to places dark,
Where kindness was unknown.

Now I am like a captive soul,
Taken when his hunger stirs.
I am tossed aside, forgotten,
Whenever his desire blurs.

I must obey his silent rules,
For he is king, so high, so grand.
But I can do nothing,
For all I love would turn to sand.
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Tol ajal siis kui olime koos,kas oli see k\u00f5ik ikka t\u00f5si?Vahel tundub mul nagu muinasloosme oleksime olnud kahekesi.Seal paitas mind sinu k\u00e4si nii soeja kallistas mind sinud keha,mind suudles su […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_EventAllDay":false,"_EventTimezone":"","_EventStartDate":"","_EventEndDate":"","_EventStartDateUTC":"","_EventEndDateUTC":"","_EventShowMap":false,"_EventShowMapLink":false,"_EventURL":"","_EventCost":"","_EventCostDescription":"","_EventCurrencySymbol":"","_EventCurrencyCode":"","_EventCurrencyPosition":"","_EventDateTimeSeparator":"","_EventTimeRangeSeparator":"","_EventOrganizerID":[],"_EventVenueID":[],"_OrganizerEmail":"","_OrganizerPhone":"","_OrganizerWebsite":"","_VenueAddress":"","_VenueCity":"","_VenueCountry":"","_VenueProvince":"","_VenueState":"","_VenueZip":"","_VenuePhone":"","_VenueURL":"","_VenueStateProvince":"","_VenueLat":"","_VenueLng":"","_VenueShowMap":false,"_VenueShowMapLink":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[27],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-654","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-luuletused"],"aioseo_notices":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/654","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=654"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/654\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":655,"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/654\/revisions\/655"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=654"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=654"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/moonika.eu\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=654"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}